Unbeknownst to your rapist, I love you

A woolgatherer boy, yup, I thought that name seemed flawless to me. One might indeed say so. However, that was absolutely correct. Here in my town (I lived in the outskirts of a city) it happened a lot, a boy slept and sat in silent mode, and wrote a stick "I didn't have a job". One day, When I sat in my backyard, I saw a girl walked across to me, a petite girl with a dark-blue ribbon upon her head. Wow, I loved her manner of walking, really cute. She was neatly dressed, overall. Okay, I didn't want to let her walk out on me, so I haphazardly walked and tried to talk to her. 

"Hey, would you mind talking with me?" 

"Mm, actually... I mind, but what can I do for you?" 

"Emmph.... You know...... I.......!?" 

"Yes?" 

"I............ I........" 

"Yes?" 

"I HAVE TO GO TO TOILET RIGHT NOW, SORRY!" 

"Hah?" 

SHAME ON ME! Really nervous, I was biting my fingertips every time I saw her baby face. In the next day, I saw her vehemently walking like a horse for its knight. 

"Hey, going somewhere?" 

"Hi sleazy boy! Sorry I've got to tell you that I'm a bit preoccupied at the moment!"

"What? Hey, look! I would be grateful if I may have a few minutes of your time, please!"

"Hospital can't wait any longer for me!" 

"Are you sick?" 

"Reach me at 12 0'clock in the middle of night, when the moonlight sets genially, at the Victoria bridge! I'll tell you what actually happened to me!" 

"Wait... hey you wait up! I don't even know your name yet!" 

"I'll talk to you soon!" 

She seemed like a slacker girl, hmm that's probably because she felt burdened about something that I didn't know. I was wondering what actually she did at the hospital that day. 

At the bridge. 

"Wow, you really waited for me." 

"For the sake of you my mysterious girl" 

"ehh... (rolling her eyes)" 

"So, what?" 

"Here, please take a look of this! 

She handed me something thin and elongated like a sea horse. 

"What? A pregnancy test pack?" 

"Yes, do you see the two lines on it?"

"Don't tell me........?!" 

"YES! I'm pregnant now!" 

"HAHAHA..... you're a great joker haha!"

"I'm not kidding you d*ckhead!" 

Well, I was having a pretty big shock. 

"Are you still in love with me? I suggest you to stop confessing your stupid love to me!" 

"So, you already have a boyfriend? and he did it." 

"Actually, my step father did!" 

"Wowowo... please stop joking with me like an idiot, man!" 

"I'm not joking- shit, he raped me. That guy, ugh, a sly devil if I've ever seen one!" 

"So, what will you do with him?" 

"My sister forced me to marry my rapist, that sh*t!" 

"I'm a sinner now and you're still, well yeah, I can still smell your mother's perfume, haha!" 

She continued 

"Stop laughing! Look, I'm still love you, after all this tim......." 

"SHUT YOUR MOUTH! I HAVE NO DESIRE WITH YOUR LOVE AND YOUR STUPID CONFESSION TO ME! Can I go now?" 

".........." 

For several minutes, she stared at me, steadfastly, then she went out from the bridge to face her rapist. That was so tragic, a tragic love life of mine. And for you, my petite girl over there, Unbeknownst to your rapist, I love both your baby and you. Please take care of your baby. Thank you my failure at first love. 

A loony writing written by a loony writer, 

Turning into dew on the rosebud

Padding your life with my love was my hugest dream, after all this time. Would love to pamper your fluffy body with my hand. When I naughtily stared at you and you only smiled naturally. I loved the way you snored, the way you triumphantly jumped on my laptop (-_-), the way you licked a chocolate. Waw, Loveable! And eventually, these all my love revelations to you. One last word, could I pampered your name within my heart?

#is wiping my cat off

Swaying on the meadow

There was a terrible noise from a flock of paradise birds outside the window, a swarm of bees, a drove of sheep and etc. These all completely woke me up in the middle of night. 

"Okay you really caught my attention" 

I got out of bed quickly and went to look out of the window. As I looked I saw so much grass outside. That was pretty big shock to me to see the truth that my garden had changed to be a MEADOW! 

"Geez, I could swear I'm still in my dream." 

"No pal, this is real" 

A queen bee suddenly told me that I had just arrived in a narrow region of Wonderland. I took a step to leave my room. Then, I asked the queen bee what actually brought me here. She replied: 

"You seemed exhausted, so I brought you here." 

I saw a swing under the tree- the tree grown not merely melancholic flowers but even polka dot leaves. Well, I should say that I succumbed to temptation to sway it vigorously. 

A loony writing written by a loony writer.

A mysterious sarcophagus

 I saw there was so many crows in the school. The crows with their scab. I was wondering what were they doing there? So I decided to move toward the school and beat the silver gate roughly. At first I thought, if I walked, I talked and acted like anyone else in the school, nobody would realized me, after all. As I entered the school, I was very in great surprise of getting so many human corpses in the park of school. I saw the teacher’s corpses, student’s corpses, and I could even see the rabbit’s corpses without their heads.


“GOSH! This is so creepy!”
I say while I promptly shut my mouth.


I was always convincing myself as much as I did of knowing this situation. I mean, For a long time, I had never seen the blood but this was too much blood everywhere. Long before I found the suburbs, before the little rambler hit the Satanic church near from my “ex-friend” house. I saw so many new baby-born corpses outside its thorn gate. That extremely made me nauseated constantly. Anyway, there was a heinous little crow stared at me. Dunno’ why I was moving subconsciously toward the crow. At all once, now I could kind of see what exactly that crow mean.


“Hey u son of Moros,  whom u know this sarcophagus from?”
The Crow say
“I’m sorry, I dunno’”
“Owgh, u half fuckin’ hah!?”


I could swear I had met that one, but dunno where. I was trying to constantly remember, and then...


“HOLY SHIT! Is that 'Yehuda?'”
I suddenly say while shout of my forefinger
“Ow great, I forgot to bring this one to hell and Thank you very much for remembering me, nah”


In this “imitation” grey world, it was routine for the crows to bring the sarcophagus to hell. Neither hereafter nor heaven. Alright, My super-huge question for all of this.....was.......


“What am I doing with the dozen of corpses?”

The Ironic song of Rain

I met a golden Sorcerer at one night.

In the rain.

In the “gloomy” rain.

In the rain that I considered to make prejudice to “Someone”

Whose “someone”?

Course, The Creator one.

By this lucky, I’d like to deliver the whole of my complaint to “him”

Yea, you’re.

Through you,

My majesty,The Golden Sorcerer with a dark-blue Stallion.

Reff:

Oh, rain, rain, rain, rain.

In fact, you’re the trouble maker, after all this time.

Oh, rain, rain, rain, rain.

I pleasantly heard yoa’ laff.

Well, At least, you would never have to worry bout’ getting a “Serpent”.

If you asked a 20-year-old to make a wish,

I certainly made one wish.

What?

What?

Just stopped the rain

For “She” always coming up trough my body.

And of course she’s still in attractive.

My respect for this DAMMIT’ was just emerged a new one of ma’ problem.

Reff:

Oh, rain, rain, rain, rain.

In fact, you’re the trouble maker, after all this time.

Oh, rain, rain, rain, rain.

I pleasantly heard yoa’ laff.

Well, At least, you would never have to worry bout’ getting a “Serpent”.

Flying to outa’ space with Layla

Looking back, I remembered that I had ever flying with my new friend, Layla. Should I describe her? In full detail? Okey, I found Layla in “Pixtoriania”. A leafy jungle in which so many fairies lived in justice. I was exploring lonely when I found out that there was a one blond-curly hair fairy with a couple of glowy wings followed me quietely. At first, I didn’t realize her, but when

 I was trying to play hide and seek with her. I could kind of see that my feeling was mostly true, and then we stared curiously each other.

“Oh my goodness! You’re so beautiful, seductive even!”

 hysteric

“Who are you?” You look different, where is your wings?

Ask her curiously

“Sure, we’re different, I’m a human and u’re a fairy, the most beautiful fairy that I've ever seen”

My Tease to her

“Me? a fairy? I don’t even know what exactly I am, and please return to your guise that you are meant to be in!”

Said her pompously

“No, please! I was thinking about friend, can’t we? I’d like to be ur friend”

“Oh, well, Okay, but promise me one thing! Dunno ever threat me”

Wish of her

“Sure, u can hold my word and I can guarantee you!”

We smile each other. My lucky, she wanted me to accompany her to outer space. At all once, she gave me a couple of temporary wings to fly. And ya, I could fly now. I could feel the wind breezing my hair promptly. GOSH That’s great! She held my hand then we flew up until the outer space. I could see so much stars outside.

“Is that Saturn? Oh wait wait wait, that is the famous Andromeda”

“Bingo! Wanna play around wit’ me? For those who can around the Sun quickly, a kiss will belong to you”

“You really catch my attention, dear!!”

We flew to the prestigious place which was called "Hereafter".